Confused

Confused;
Broken;
Face down in the mud;
Lying in the wake;
The aftermath of you.

I lay in the mud,
Thinking of all--
All that has happened
Since that day
I met you (my angel).

I fell for you so hard
The ground beneath me cracked.
I tried, and tried
To gain your love;
Then finally you gave it to me.

It all was so perfect;
Hard for me to believe.
Life was worth living
For the first time in years.
I loved you far too much.

Maybe that's what pushed you away...